I sit here wondering what justification there can be for someone to die so young. Without warning, a sudden heart attack....of a man I used to know. It's been a not so great day, and now I keep thinking of the past two years, and the funerals I've attended. The number seems to grow over the years, and you begin to wonder how unexpected life and death can be. Death of someone you know has a way of bringing out a side of you that you didn't know existed. I think I'm taking this harder than I should, but I guess I can't handle it very well.

I think I've said enough for now....going to take a walk even though it's 5 am in the morning.

"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you." -Winnie the Pooh

"We all tkae different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere." -Tim McGraw